so i was googling for some other song and this one popped up on my sidebar and reminded me of its existence. and i clicked on it of course and gosh the barrage of memories it brought back just made me smile.
it was chosen as the theme song for one camp back then, and i remember i was dying trying to figure out chords since it was relatively tougher than our usual repertoire and i was so young and clueless still at the time. W came over and we were up at like midnight desperately trying to get it down and done before the camp the next day. and then during camp we had a ball watching the guitarists especially struggle with them chords. i remember the ten thousand and one times we played it during rehearsals- the frustration but also the laughter. man we had fun.
we always had fun at camps. and i really miss them. the hanging out and going in crazy in each other’s rooms, the midnight ventures out for suppers, the yelling at one another to get up in the morning, endless angel-mortal games, pool fights (gosh, we used to play the roughest rounds of pool captain’s ball), hotel buffets… it used to be the highlight of every one of my holidays.
i’ve been so damn down in the dumps ever since coming back from Deland- i hate being back here and having to deal with all of the stuff and nonsense and feelings again, i was happy there, i was happy being away. so yes, i have been in on an endless cranky mode ever since getting off that LH flight two saturdays back, and to be honest, i expected hearing this song to only make me feel worse because ugh hello again nostalgia and all the memories and the ouch that comes along with them. but i was surprised at how much hearing and remembering made me smile.
nothing’s easy now, but i really just need to remember that 你的恩典够我用.
"He may love you. He probably does. He probably thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life."
I really want you to see this, and just understand. (via daizzle)