TODAY IS THE DAYYYYYY.

flying off tonight. 
oh i cant wait for cobbled streets and awesome weather and pretty cathedrals everywhere you turn. <33333  

(Quelle: faridemedina, via travel-europe)

weit bin ich von dir geschieden/ trennend liegen Berg und Tal/ 
zwischen uns

RIP Dietrich. 

and, it’s been a literally deadly couple of weeks.
i hate being around death. mainly because i never know what to say or do in such situations. ‘my condolences’ always seem just plain empty.

and then.
i kind of maybe partly still miss you.  

and in the end
we lie awake and we dream of making our escape 

no i dont want to battle from beginning to end
but somehow, that’s exactly what we did.  

after all, i was never good with goodbye. 

never say goodbye. because saying goodbye means going away. and going away means forgetting. 

no. 
i still remember.
and i always will.

so,
good night, beautiful. 
and flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.  

(via theheartplace)

this blog is an absolute GEM. <333333 

ignorehitler:

QUIET.

1. as bad as i feel for you, as much as i love you, i just have to say: not everything revolves around you all right? not everyone is ‘talking about [you]’ all the time all right? so, i’m sorry to disappoint you, but we didnt talk about you. we were, in fact, talking about Me. because Someone actually cares about My feelings and My opinions in all of this. Someone actually sees. so you know what, get over it, get over yourself. 

2. the place i left behind is still the same it seems. still insanely legalistic and mad. still treats the ones who give the most like second-class citizens. still never takes into considerations the ideas and suggestions of those who Belong, but instead readily accept what Outsiders put forth. the same suggestions your own have repeatedly given before. you guys sure know how to make your people feel loved and appreciated. and come on, it’s one of the most basic rules ever that double standards Never win you any support, how mad are you guys not to see that? 

3. -insert cold laughter- yep, it took the drastic step of me saying i wanted out for all some of you to realise just how much i was being squeezed dry. and no, there are still those who Dont see it, refuse to see it, and Still blame me anyhow. 

4. i am more glad than ever that i stepped down and stepped away.  

(Quelle: mydarkenedeyes)

well. so with the end of the second and last paper yesterday, year 3’s officially done and over. 

it’s been an insane semester, ending with an insane few weeks. and even though it’s over now, i still cant breathe easy because there’s the wait for the HT thesis to be approved and all the other nonsense to settle for it including trawling through more material Before i leave for eu just in case there’s anything i’ll need to pick up while i’m there. my concern now is just, when the hell will they let me know if it’s approved because otherwise it’ll be such a waste of my time trawling through all that stuff now. 
while we’re on the HT note, i am so incredibly incredibly grateful to and thankful for Dr F, without whom i wouldnt even Have this topic in the first place and who spared me so much time and effort even though i interrupted his desperate grading of finals yesterday and spent over an hour thrashing through it with me etc. fingers crossed crossed crossed that it’ll all work out. 
am actually literally sick with worry about it especially since there is that issue of my MCs. BITTE let it go through.  

so it’s hello summer with a long ass to-do list: 
1. a chapter of Wheelock every two days at least.
2. Tintenherz
3. The Children’s Book
4. The Tin Drum
5.  The History of History 
6. Der Junge im gestreiften Pyjama 
7. bake with N. 
8. lionesses time. 
9. settle whatever else i need to for eu trip: Zug buchen, itinerary planen usw.
10. last and most importantly, RESEARCH RESEARCH RESEARCHHHHHHH TO DEATH DIE GEISTLICHEN STAATEN. 

wish me luck. und viel Erfolg. 

(via banfred)

!!!! SO MUCH PURPLE SO MUCH PRETTY. 

OKAY SHEESH i need to finally get off pinterest and MUG. GEEZ. 

http://pinterest.com/serahsong/prettyness-everything-and-more/ 

(Quelle: thedollhousect)

(via petitetiaras)

first paper tomorrow and i dont want to study anymore. 

(Quelle: earth-song, via banfred)

:) can’t stop staring at my phone now. 

keep calm and have more rittersport! 

wore a dress to school for the first(? or maybe second) time this sem (and technically, the sem’s already ended too) for the euc lec and thank goodness i had the good sense to, since it was an external lec and 80% of the attendees were all these office-y looking europeans. 

love my diy midnight-disco nails against the prints of (one of) my favourite apple dress! :) 
being off-duty = i spend alot more on nail polish hehe. but hey, i’m happy :D

okay. i should finally start studying proper and i have officially only one more week to settle this nonsense HT proposal. Roar.